|a new series type thing i'm working on|
Bipolar Baby- Rydon"We're gonna get married one day." I told him with a smirk.Bipolar Baby- Rydon by coolkidelise
Ryan rolled his eyes with a laugh, "You keep thinking that, Bren."
I met Ryan Ross through my best friend Spencer Smith when I was 15. The two had known each other their entire lives & were practically family. It didn't take long for Ryan and I to become friendly with each other. We'd tease each other, similar to the way kids in elementary school would when they liked each other. The relationship we displayed in front of Spencer was totally different than the one we had going on through text messages. We'd send flirty texts back and forth into the wee hours of the night. A smile never left my lips when Ryan would tell me how much he liked me and how cute he thought I was.
We sat at the picnic table in Spencer's back yard, his younger sisters out there with us. Ryan passed his marijuana pipe around the table.
"Want a hit?" Ryan asked, cloudy smoke slipping out from his parted lips.
I shook my head no and Spencer did
I don't know what makes me more upset:The friends I made on here leaving their accounts vacant or when they just delete their accounts all together... It sucks. I'm friends with some of you guys on other social media like Facebook, Tumblr, Instagram & Twitter but it just isn't the same. Some of you have even deleted me as a friend on Facebook or stopped following me on the other sites which makes me sad because I literally have NO contact anymore with some of the people I talked to almost every day on here. deviantART was my escape. I didn't feel invisible here like I do everywhere else (be it on the internet or in real life). I know I've probably said this a million & one times but you all gave my life purpose in a really depressing time in my life. It made me feel like someone counted on me. I don't know. I'm just being too emotional over all this. Anyway, thanks for a great ride and being there when I felt like no one else was. I hope I made some of your days a little brighter. I'm sure no one is reading this buI don't know what makes me more upset: by coolkidelise
How Far Would You Run-Rydon-14Haven't You People Ever Heard of Closing the Goddamn Door?How Far Would You Run-Rydon-14 by immortalliac
"There are three parts to winning Ryan back," Pete states, pen and pad of paper in hand. "Part onemaking him jealous." He writes 1) JEALOUS on the paper.
"You and Pete are all over that, obviously," William says with a little smirk. "Part two is making him want you."
"What?" I ask, watching Pete write hot sexy SEXY after number two.
He looks to meet my questioning gaze. "Bilvy here is a genius at dressing people, making them smoking hot," he says with a lazy grin. "That's why he's here. To look over your wardrobe and to help you look your best."
"That way, even if you weren't making him jealous, Ryan would still want you," William says.
"And what's the last part?" I ask.
William grabs my shoulder and leans over to whisper slyly in my ear: "You've got to give him a few opportunities to apologize and ask for you back."
"HEY! Stealin' my boyfriend? Not cool. Not cool," Pete says with a laugh, tugging Wil
|I love almost everything by anyone! So if your work is here, you're stellar! ^_^|
I am me, nothing more and certainly nothing less. I hate being normal or like everyone else cuz that's boring. I swear i cannot live without music! umm.... I hurt the ones i love the most. I think Lying's the Most Fun....|
I get a lot of crap for being asian, but i'm awesome... no I 'm pathetic and I know it, but I can't help it. i can never fullly trust someone but if you make me sme, i'll love yooh forever! I own nothing but the slurs offa my tongue. I'm a Catholic,no judgements please. I'm a floater and I love everyone because they're always nice to me and not always my friends.I have a bad habit of ditching friends but i always come back. Im so indicisive and I can tell you what you want to hear. Pete Wentz and Ryan Ross are the reasons I write.
Awesome friends I know in person
Cyber buddies/dA family:in no particular order
(my long lost twinny!) (a big sis) (twin) (mah BIG SISSY!) (omegle buddy!)